Straight man dating a lesbian
I feel comforted in that sense that hey, he knows, and I would like to think he understands... I love women, in every sense of the word..being married I make the personal choice to not be involved...It wouldn't be fair to either party and I don't know that I could handle it. Hi, your story is touching and I really get how you feel.
I have been attracted to women more than men for as long as I can remember.It took no time at all for us to grow close and to realise we are in love. Although, sometimes I find myself fantasising about being intimate with a female.We share our feelings about everything, including my feelings about women. My sexuality has had me puzzled throughout my childhood and teenage years.As he fall's deeper and deeper in love with you, you are setting him up for a hugh melt down if you don't do something about it as soon as possible.If you love him as much as you say you do, let him down easy.After we had met, I went into my Aunt's library to think..mostly to cry alone about the loss of my Gramma.
Jenn came up to check on me and thats when I found out who she was to my cousin and that my aunt was also a lesbian.
I wouldn't change it for anything, and I don't wish for it to become clearer. It is difficult because I have no desire at all to cheat on my boyfriend or hurt him. But, sometimes I wonder if he can give me what I need.
You can see, it creates tricky contradictions in my head.
My boyfriend knows this and I guess we'll talk about it if it ever happens. In my future all I see is him and me, but somewhere deep down in the wiring of my brain and body, I am a lesbian.
I shall see where life takes me and I will always care for the love of my life.
Well, I will just start from where I think I had my first inclination.